sweet silver lining.

So, I'm sitting here watching Jon and Kate Plus 8, and I figured while I was sitting here, I would update this thing..not that anyone ever reads it. I think knowing that no one ever reads it gives me a chance to write whatever I want..which is cool.

I'm ready to go back to school. Have I said that before?

This summer is going to be alot different than I thought though due to recent events, ha. My job is now non-existent..things just didn't work out. So, I am going to concentrate all my efforts on the few things that I have to do. I'm going to do the best that I can in my two classes, spend lots of time with the youth, and get back into shape. I have realized since I've been home that I'm not near in the shape that I used to be. After the 1/2 marathon I completely stopped running. Then when I had my surgery I wasn't allowed to work out for a week. But, I don't need to use those as excuses anymore. I go to school to learn how to take care of myself, and I need to start doing that. It's time to get serious about my weight and things like that. I hate the fact that metabolism slows down...ugh, yay for getting older. Not.

I've also realized lately that my relationship with God is glimpsing into being a love for what He can do for me instead of who He is..and it's really been on my mind lately to change that. I'm so ready for the Hillsong concert Friday night. I need to be awestruck by my God once again. I love Jesus so much and I need to refocus my attention on Him.

So, this summer is going to be one for the books, I'm sure of it.

Does anyone on this planet know what real love is anymore?